I AM GOING TO THE PIXIES
THIS THURSDAY
AT THE AVALONas a result of this, i have a driving hour from 5-7 that i have to cancel - if someone wants it tell me. this is only if jonathan can't take it and i think he can, so yeah, void ( Read more... )

as of now, i'm doing absolutely nothing this weekend.

yessssssssssss

things never quite seem to pick up. boo hoo.

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But ( Read more... )

( i love matt collins )

ok, i was wrong.

anything is not necessarily better than nothing.

thanks matt, you disgusting irish scumbag.

don't read this entry, the last one is much better, or judging by a relatively slow response, maybe not.

how long can someone just sit still? how long can someone let the current status of everything exist as it is? something's really gotta give ( Read more... )

it's time for a ( Read more... )

i have so much to say, and it makes complete sense to have gotten it out tonight. in fact, i started another entry that was kind of going somewhere, but i just stopped it. i couldn't finish it for some reason. i'll probably finish it once my confidence in my writing returns, or i figure out how writing about the nothingness of everything can ( Read more... )

If I were a month I would be: june ( Read more... )

here's where i name-check the people i want to like me more ( Read more... )