i forgot about live journal and focused all my attention towards my space.i feel bad leaving live journal..oh well. my life consists of school, work, family, friends, and most of all gettin fucked up...its been like this for some time now..

didnt go to school today, just didnt feel like it..there was no point..austin,robert,jaime, and mike all skipped.went and hung out wit them over at erics house. ah mommy brought me home cigarettes, love how she supports my cancer. now were is my alcohol, so i can get ruin my liver. blah....my dads taken forever to get home...if god loves me, and my ( Read more... )

last night was fun actually. got drunk, had a interesting drug talk wit my sister and my new sister. matt came over wit his 4 wheeler. when him my sister and her friend went on they went out by 595. hit a tree that was down lol. he had them freakin out cuz he had his beer in one hand and then was spinnin the tires in water to make them spin. austin ( Read more... )

gettin drunk at my house wit robert n austin..wat a good time to spend the hurricane.

I dont no wat the hell i want in life anymore. School is just something im forced to go to, if i had the choice id drop out, but i got no choice, and i no my friends wuld kill me. Im a senior its almost done. Im not all to happy with my job anymore. I cant find anything i wanna do. I dont no wtf to do...this shit is so hard. I just enjoy being ( Read more... )

today was filled wit some interesting points. things i wont ever forget happened..picked zak up and went and got dawn and katie. went to vista view to smoke and did some other illegal drugs. felt nice. i felt like relaxed for once. i liked it. thank u katie. then we went to davie police department..no we didnt get arrested, dawns purse is missing ( Read more... )

Dawn arrives today. Becca officially moves tomorrow :(. I work from 1 to fuckin close. im pissed but hey its money. after work im hanging out wit kelly, were gunna go to jojos. hopefully everyone will be meeting up..wat am i sayin of course they will. todays my sisters 21st birthday. she got crunk as a mother last nite.my parents leave in about 2 ( Read more... )

I hate working on fridays, id rather work any other day than fridays..ok and saturday..no friday or saturdays..i think im just gunna have to make up some like story that i do service hours on fridays or something and saturdays i have to go to church? if anyone has any suggestions on how to get out of workin these days then tell me..it sucks cuz it ( Read more... )

its my moms birthday, i got her flowers and a card. blah, i dont no wat to do anymore, just surviving on my friends..it works..y wuldnt it, there great.

Becca and zack just came over. becca leaves tonite, and she wanted to say goodbye to me. We wont be seeing her until november cuz shes moving from west palm to virginia. I honestly must say i felt like crying, i had to stop myself from doing so. It was like 10th grade all over again, when she and jon and bj and val ran away and stayed at my house. ( Read more... )