God is big and strong ( Read more... )

I'm angry that I am closed off what so ever. It is so hard for me to really open up to people ( Read more... )

To start of with ( Read more... )

jojo hylton.

i love you very much.

... and put up the picture ASAP!

i love you. again.

i feel like i have children.
and house payments.
and student loans.

i dont.
i feel like im 80.

i think im getting ulcers and grey hair.

next year looks bad.
i dont want to be here anymore.
i just dont even know anymore.

today i felt 17 again.
but tomorrow i have to tell you that im not going to be there nest year.

s.m

i do just want to fall asleep forever.
not die.

i dont want school.
i dont want people hating me.
i dont want to be below expectations.
i dont want to work my butt off for nothing.

i dont want someone to tell me im wrong.
i just want someone to prove it to me.

i thought i left this all behind with evan.

i think its absolutly remarkalbe that they can "fight" over me even if their eighteen hours away.

and its alllll so easy to hide ( Read more... )

I'm just waiting for something that will never come.

How long til college?
Is 18,000 miles going to be far enough?

i think i may be the one of the rare few who doesnt want to turn 18 ( Read more... )