I've been feeling myself in a pretty consistent downward spiral these past few weeks. What was holding me together was the knowledge that i would somehow get myself out of it. I'm doing better. I talked to steff last night and just hearing a trustworthy, familiar voice made me feel better. There are so many people around here who i've found I can't ( Read more... )

I was talking to amanda the other day and she pointed out that whenever i post an entry here i'm always like, things are good but, this and this aren't. The more i thought about it, the more she was right. So here it goes straight up. I'm doing better than i was. I'm glad that crew has started again. I needed to get up off my lazy ass and get back ( Read more... )

Things are starting to look up. The rest of this month, until the end of february is looking pretty awesome. Next weekend I'm going to north carolina to visit devin and I'm so excited. I get to leave school early next friday so i can get to the airport and then I'm gone until monday night. That whole week will be midterms and seeing how I only have ( Read more... )

I got 45 minutes of sleep last night and 2 hours the night before. Somehow I'm still going strong. I don't want to be back at school. I want to read books of my own choice, go to the gym and just do my own thing. I never used to not like school. I still love to learn, I just hate the way we sit there doing nothing and then I go home and do nothing ( Read more... )

I just realized I haven't updated this in awhile so here goes. I got into Syracuse :) I am officially going to college, woo!!! my first choice college actually. I am extremely excited to know and be done with all the college shit. Winter break is next week which i can't wait for. I need vacation so bad. I'm so glad everyone's home/ coming home this ( Read more... )

I've been very disappointed lately. I hope things start to get better.

Time is speeding up and slowing down all at the same time.

Tonight is the last official night of summer because tomorrow is a school night. This summer was pretty freakin epic. The best by far. The scavenger hunt tonight was badass and I'm very glad i decided to do it. I'm not ready for school at all but hey, gotta move on with life sometime.

I got all four of my wisdom teeth out yesterday morning. My face is swollen and I'm on pain meds. It's a good time. Aside from the pain in my face things have been excellent. Everyone is starting to leave for college and its making me sad but I'm happy for them at the same time. Work is great. This has to be the most epic summer yet.

Things are starting to get pretty interesting. Off to Watertown we go, back in a couple of days.