why do i want the boy i cant have. its not even cause i cant have him. i cant stop thinking about him. its been goin on for months. its not passing. fahuck.
im happier and more excited than ive been in a long time. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. its like there are endless possibilities. i'm really going to change things. im not going to be lazy. im excited for whats going to happen when i put my mind to it. im just stoked. i'm just giddy. im dropping out of RIC.