so i have to be the tiredest thing ever on the planet at this moment in time. i can't even function to keep my flippin eyes open. i was about to go to sleep and realized i didn't write today. well.. i found out i didn't make vice for sure. so that means theres only one thing left, fucking homecoming court. i'm not even going to think about that ( Read more... )

first off... i want to think of those who died 5 years ago on this day. especially the amazing firefighters, police officers, and such who risked their lives to save people in the world trade centers, pentagon, and in shanksville pennsylvania even though there was no one to find. it's truly amazing that people will put there lives at risk to save ( Read more... )

well here we go, all over again. simple terms: life sucks and i shouldn't be here. not so simple terms: everything is so fucked up in my life. i just don't know anymore. it's like i want it to end but i don't. and the sad thing is things just get harder from here. there's no way in hell i'll ever be happy. it's like someones telling me my happiness ( Read more... )

soo.. today has just started about 2 hours ago. so yea. can't really say how my day has gone. last night i went and looked for homecoming dresses and i couldn't find that pink one i wanted at dillards :( but i found this other red one i like a whole bundle. but i'm going to order this pink one in and see which i like more. blah. so yea ( Read more... )

well today is alright i suppose. got most of my homework done in study hall... business and algebra, the hardest things so that's good. I'm going to write my English paper probably tomorrow for my senior breakfast. :[ eh. homecoming is just around the corner. MY senior homecoming. i hope everything goes good and i look great. i really would like to ( Read more... )

so yea i got grounded on the 29th from everything for life. now my parents have decided to let me get rides to and from school from my friends and i'm aloud on the computer for 2 hours a day. but i'm pretty much giving up on everything. i can't keep things straight. the harder i try for things to work the more screwed up they get. i can't make ( Read more... )

so i'm def. not likeing that the fact that today is today. i'm so fucking depressed to realize i have no one. everyone is at school & i'm all on my own ( Read more... )

well last night had to be the most craziest night of my life ( Read more... )

well damn, i haven't written in this is years. but i realized maybe i should haha. summer went by so damn fast that it isn't funny. i can't believe i'm actually a senior. i remember sitting in my dads recliner in about 9th grade looking out the window at the night sky and said to myself, wow, i'm gunna be outta high school before i know it. and ( Read more... )

Well it's the first day of April. crazy crazy ( Read more... )