I have reason to believe I am being deceived ( Read more... )

Yasuko-san passed away this year.

I have spent these past two days in flowing through mourning and reverie, and back and forth to each. Memories bleed into possibilities and fantasies ensue, until I reach a point where the dream weaves (fluidly) into another memory.

She has let me know that she has more to do before she retires to her place inside ( Read more... )

I gathered the hand towel up, I held it in my hand. The sky was cloudy, and the day was coming to a close. I returned to the bathroom.

Erlend passed me by in the hallway. I called to him, asking how it looked.

He told me it looked great.

I went to bed.

I was fidgeting and nervous, waking from a restless sleep.

I rushed out of the room, back to the ( Read more... )

He rotated around the kitchen, settling against a cabinet or drawer I wound end up needing to get into as I put my parcels and purchases away. I guess he was at an age that sitting down or keeping still was not an option. Was he waiting for me to put him in a spot, or was he trying to tell me something?
Absentmindedly, I turned on the range to start ( Read more... )

: frites ( Read more... )

In accordance with our new “don't go to bed angry” policy ( Read more... )

I know I had expected for him to contact me

But when he hand't I must have told him not to bother.

I am sure I said a goodbye

But he sold himself as the kind to not accept that kind of thing

He came back

and he wrote he would give us our tarot readings

I was excited

because I could in turn give him all the readiness I had made for him

all while he was ( Read more... )

i was going to make a note about what forced entry was pertaining to ( Read more... )

Today he waited for me
he was decorated in flowers

nothing was spoken
as I approached
I spanned the distance
he closed the space

the daisy
stemmed between his lips
caressed mine
and was engulfed
in our kiss

The young man who came to my door
to get me to buy a bible said to me
"Please don't beat me up" twice
and
"I wouldn't look good in a a skirt"
during his spiel

He asked me if I had siblings or children

I told him I had brothersHe asked me why I didn't already have kids ( Read more... )