Ｉ　ｓｅｅｍｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｆａｌｌｉｎｇ　ａｗａｙ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｉｔ，　ａｓ　ｉｆ　ｇｒａｖｉｔｙ　ｗａｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ｅｘｉｓｔｅｄ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｔｏ　ｋｅｅｐ　ｍｅ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｉｔ．　Ｉ　ｈａｄｎ’ｔ　ｌｏｓｔ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ　ｙｅｔ　ｔｏ　ｒｅａｃｈ　ｏｕｔ　ｆａｒ　ｅｎｏｕｇｈ　ａｎｄ　ｔａｋｅ　ｈｏｌｄ　ｏｆ　ｉｔ．　Ｉｎｓｔｅａｄ，　Ｉ　ｆｅｌｌ　ｉｎｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｅｐｔｈｓ　ｏｆ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ．　Ａｎｄ　ｗｈｉｌｅ　ｃｏｍｆｏｒｔａｂｌｅ，　ｔｈｅ　ｄａｒｋｎｅｓｓ　ｂｒｅｄ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｅ　ｇｒｅａｔ　ａｇｉｔａｔｉｏｎ，　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｗａｓ　ｌｅｓｓ　ｔｈａｎ　ｐｌｅａｓａｎｔ．　Ｉｔ　ｂｅｃａｍｅ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｏｏ　ｐａｉｎｆｕｌ ( Read more... )

I had become somewhat used to telling myself he would call ( Read more... )

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どうすればいい　おしえて　くるよ

なかせる　つもり　なんて　なかったんだ

(LIAR)

まるで　せかい　を　てきに　まわしたよぅ

ぼくは　かれ　ほど
いじわる　じゃないよね~

さそってるの
かわりに
きょぅひしてる　の
うつらし

あますぎる　きょりに
かみくだいた　かんしょうく

あせる　よう　な
グルグルする　よ　な　
ハート　レイ

Ｍａｉ　Ｓｈｉｓｕｔａａ
めちゃくちゃに　あいしてる
やさしい　だけ　の　キッス　が　いいのかい
ごめん　だきしめたいよう

(CHEATER)?

かなしみ　さえ　せつなさ　さえ　ひきうける　から
いますぐに　すべてを　あずけて
Kiss　　Kiss　Kiss
アイニージャォラーヴ / I Need Your Love

In the wide open landscape ( Read more... )

I could feel the resonance ( Read more... )

I went down into the basement ( Read more... )

I wrote something yesterday ( Read more... )

I begin to wonder if I am actually some kind that runs herself on disappointment ( Read more... )

Why do I get the feeling
all this politics
is all
in the end
only about the money?

(it's not as if the rights of women in particular were being upheld)
(but in the end they had been)
(the most grateful for the turn of events - were the lower income hospitals)
(because they couldn't have afforded the renovations that would have been demanded)

I find myself somewhat unsure about live journal ( Read more... )