I know I'm right in pushing you away. I have to for my own sanity, but it hurts. It hurts a lot this time ( Read more... )

2007. My last entry was 2007. What a huge leap. Perhaps my journal lies forgotten by everyone, and perhaps that's why I'm making another post now ( Read more... )

I will not accept responsibility for this. It was not my fault. I advised a different course of action. I told her what she did wrong the day it happened and I told her how to fix it. I WILL NOT lend her even more money to fix the problem. I WILL NOT sit by her and console her for the problems she's caused. I WILL NOT allow this to happen again. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why things happen the way they do. Then I realise that it's because leading a happy life means you're doing it wrong.

RIP Bear.
June 22, 2007.

Argued with mother. First time we've spoken in over a month ( Read more... )

So... I set up an online banking account so I could pay the student loan people the 8 bucks I owe them and they could finally give me my fucking loan. They took it out and then I just started playing the waiting game again. Well, for some reason they still haven't given me any money, and to make matters worse, just yesterday, they (for some ( Read more... )

Becka got really depressed last night, and (being as stubborn as I am) wouldn't listen to reason. Of course, like an idiot, I tried to fix things by getting equally as depressed and just as stubbornly ignoring reason ( Read more... )

Alright, I should definately have my loan in about 2 and a half weeks. Then I can pay tuition and apply for classes next term ( Read more... )

I'm finally done that god damned essay. It feels much better to have it done, now if I could only have money. I have a mid-term on Thursday and another essay due next week. Time to get back to work ( Read more... )