so heres the deal:
i am now a vagrant
still no news from uf
applied to ucf today even though they do not have dietetics as a major.
so im basically effed.

lovely.

so i just read/skimmed through ALL of my old entries because ive been a little nostalgic recently. and things are about the same as they always have been minus friend drama, now its family drama. well there was always family drama too i guess, but i dont have enough friends to have drama with i guess.  which is good. but i still miss everything ( Read more... )

 so i quit the city and now im a real bum.

6 hours a week wasnt really a job anyway.

 thats funny. the homepage give you ideas for things to write about ( Read more... )

hope seems to be the theme of my birthday. atleast thats what half my cards say. something about having hope.  do i really seem hopeless?

so im sitting here. waiting for my mom to call me and tell me to fax my ircc papers and what not. and its like 2:40 and she hasnt called. wtf, mate? i wish i could remember that video. it was so funny. anyone know what im talking about?

hey,

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im reading old entries from like... hmmph. 6 months ago. it seems like much longer. i wish we still had that "hey i always wanted to hang out with you" mentality. not the "dont invite her, i dont like her" mentality. not much to do about that now i suppose. you and all your grudges have been given up on by just about everyone. from what i ( Read more... )

history is hard to compete with. in any context. its what feels right. for the time being. and i guess ill see where that leads. but so many things feel "right" for the present. how can i judge something like that. or even if judge is the right word. im still... lost. oh god. was that a sign? wtf. a little more than coincidence i must say. ( Read more... )

pictures are worth a thousand words. thats for damn sure. so let me just start off by saying, once again, that if i have changed you have too. apparently into the exact same thing. so how about you stop being such a petty little bitch.  i dont know why i still care. honestly, im better than that.  i guess i just dont like when people have no real ( Read more... )

so apparently im not the only one thats changed. so actually you cant say that to me without explaining yourself. it only makes sense that way. ha kinda ( Read more... )