I'm starting to look more and more forward to moving out on my own into my own house and starting a new chapter of my life.

There are things that I want and I have to prove myself to Titmouse and other companies so I can have continuous income so I can have those things (IE, single bedroom apartment, my furniture from my parents, decorations, a ( Read more... )

Where is my will-o'-the-wisp? Or maybe I'm following one....

My eyes are puffy from crying and then not sleeping because I have all the work and then also because Jeff called and we talked and talked and cried and talked. To no avail, otherwise to know that he doesn't hate me for seeing the boy and he also is hurt and he also still loves me and he also still can't be with me ( Read more... )

They've given me this killer shot to work on at work (granted my last day was Friday but it was SUCH A LONG SHOT they were like, ok, take it home) and it has thus ruined my weekend ( Read more... )

I'm in love with life.

I have to clean my room apartment tomorrow because ANDREA IS COMING TO VISIT ME YAYY!Y!YAYAY!YAYY!!!!

We are going to nerd it out and watch... well, I dunno, 500 days of summer, maybe. And maybe do karaoke, and I will make her nomnoms, and she and I will do a draw off and I AM SO EXCITED.

Hurrray. :D :D :D

waking up after dreaming about being together is the worst. I think if I were more trusting this would also not have happened. I will work on that ( Read more... )

Jeff is at it again. I can't describe what it is that we go through... he has a lot of commitment issues, I believe. It makes it hard for him to figure out what he wants. As of right now we're giving each other space for an indefinite amount of time. I am hoping it doesn't last too long. despite wanting to go see the movie in the park with him ( Read more... )

comic-con was crazy
for serious

but I loved the Dr. Who panel and seeing my friends' booths and going to see the panels that I did. I am worn out. So much walking.

I (lamely) wish I had costume to wear for Comic Con.

OTHER THAN LEELOO. WOOOO.

But seriously. Sigh. I'd like some other costumes. I wish I could've gotten Jeff to be Gambit to my Rogue. :O