at work right now... hearing all the alarms sounding in the backgroud. Enjoying my time ( Read more... )

things have been good for the past few days. no real complaints i guess. I did have a bad day on monday, ive learned that a person who i called a friend, doesn't appreciate the person i am and i am sick of all the bullshit that happens, so i have decided to move on. I have people in my life that make me happy, who needs her? i dont. I'm over it ( Read more... )

the past few week have been pretty good. for the most part. a couple of weeks ago danielle was over and she was looking at all my past LJ entrys from like years ago...and she was reading them out loud and, goddamn, i was a such a loser hahaa. it was weird everthing she was reading it was like i was re-lving the eelings all over again, it started ( Read more... )

so we had a party last night, it was very much needed ( Read more... )

so yes again... another update on the wonderful life of anna santos:

• i moved back to lowell from nashua in july with krissy and her family...oh yeah the dogs too lol
• i got a job at viewpoint, i answer phones all day
• me and danielle were not talking for about two months... were good now
• got three new tattoos
• i realized that hey becoming a nun doesn't ( Read more... )

 so yeah i think that i am going to be moving back to lowell. most people wouldnt be saying this but im actually really happy. i about time i think. nashua has nothing to offer me and i am just wasting my time. but im gonna miss everyone here. but i am going to be alot closer to everyone so thats a plus. who knows whats going to happen all i know ( Read more... )

 wow its been a while since i've been on this thing.

let me give ya an update:

• i'm living in nashua with danielle and her family...i finally got kicked for good by Maria, it been seven months now.
• my godson anthony evan passed away in january from SIDS . 10.19.07--01.06.08. love you tony.
• got fired from palm manor nursing home for called my boss a ( Read more... )

As i might have said before that i needed to get my car fixed.
and in my last entry i was all like how i needed new tires and whatnot.
hmmm.

well that same day...
((dun dun dun))
anna got her first flat.
it sucked.
yet so funny.

i hung out with megsta for a bit...had our crazy times with RENT, post-is, ben and jerrys, silly boys, and then i had a dinner ( Read more... )

its been a while and i know you all just want to know what i have been doing with my life so here we go. (in bullet form)

• anna got a new job sitting at a computer and type away for hours. hey it pays good might as well
• i need an apartment like now
• oh yeah i got kicked out of mt house and i have two weeks to get out
• i was in the hospital and got my ( Read more... )

maybe marc's right. i do get emotional.
i just care so much and then i get hurt in the end.
ITS ALWAYS LIKE THIS 
and i dont know what to do to stop myself from getting hurt

i have never found a guy that was right for me.
never.
i always found the dicks i care about and i get fucked over.
i let my heart go and then look at me

fucking boy that i thought ( Read more... )