so ive had this journal for over 2 years. and i have almost 700 entries. woooooooooow.

so i guess the anniversary broke up.

AND THE CABLE JUST WENT OUT. GODDAMMIT.

reading your books
wearing your clothes
no one knows that theyre not mine.

this week is going to be very busy. and suck.

you told me once i made you smile, we both know damn well i didnt.

its the most comfortable and uncomfortable place.

theanniversary

I was just listening to Maggie May and I was thinking how it would be sweet if my name was Maggie and people could sing the song to me. And I was like I wish I had a song named after me. ahahhahha and I DO!

lemonade popcicles are good.

OHHHH MY GOD im sooooooooo bored. online is so gay. why am i here. oh but at least i wasted my entire day. what an accomplishment. thats a whole day i can never get back. yesssssss ( Read more... )

i dont know what i want. i cant ever make up my mind. so dont hold me to anything. if i seem fine one minute and weird the next, just ignore it. thats how i am. sometimes one unnamed person can do that to me. i wish i could never see most of the people i know ever again. i change my mind so much, so please dont think that i know what im doing. now ( Read more... )

why. why would i ever do this. i dont want to be reminded of you. i hate you. i hate everything about you. i hate the way you treated me. i fucking hate you so much. were not meant to be together. we both know that. yet somehow i still care. yet im still almost crying.

when was the last time we talked. actually talked.

never.

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