theashesstir

isnt everyone doing it??

theashesstir Mar 06, 2006 01:15

Things are looking/feeling a little better. Still hoarded with work and barely keeping up, but it's not looking as relentless and hopeless as it did about a week ago. My head feels clearer, and I feel more myself. However my finances for the term are dwindling, i'll be lucky to make it through february as it is. My smoking allowance is always the ( Read more... )

this is not my life...

theashesstir Jan 27, 2006 06:36

i walk alone,
and i arrive alone
and i rock myself to sleep.

there's a heavy dull thud of waxing despair in me that I can't quite verbalize. I've been up all night, literally reading the kaddish aloud on my balcony. The city is defiant, silent except for its soft hum. This sounds flowery and verbose, I appologize, I have no such intent ( Read more... )

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theashesstir Jan 22, 2006 17:22

So... a little frisky frolic &playfulness w/ the camera one dawn solctice (dec 21):

( This is where I live, this is my sanctuary and my womb )

a new tatoo / a lot more sex.

theashesstir Jan 20, 2006 01:39

ooo=
Im feeling totally burnt out again. Entirely and quite literally narcoleptic, I am shade, and I feel hollow. Another day
ooo

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theashesstir Dec 28, 2005 23:47

MANDY THIS IS PERIWINKLEBLUE!!!

MANDY THIS IS CORNFLOWERBLUE!!!

MANDY THIS IS STEELBLUE!!!

MANDY THIS IS SLATEBLUE!!!

(work in progress -fitting)

theashesstir Nov 11, 2005 13:55

life is not for comfort's sake ( Read more... )

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theashesstir Oct 18, 2005 16:58

I saw the Kronos Quartet perform last night in Florence oldest Theatre. They played a bunch of Mahler, a couple pieces arranged by John Zorn/ Mike Patton, some east indian Ragas, and a couple lebanese pieces. Best 10 euro I've spent yet.

things still well. Feeling somewhat accomplished. Always more to follow. Hope you're all well. Sono in

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theashesstir Sep 30, 2005 11:10

Jeff tells me we're sharing a room w/ a couple Calgarians and that there's a loud club of some sort immediately below us that has a penchant for blasting electronica into the morning. I've 3 days before I have to be in Florence, my flight into Rome leaves in just over four hours, and I've already begun selectively inhibiting the reuptake of my ( Read more... )

tiny words

theashesstir Sep 06, 2005 19:29

at first she'll have called you lover ( Read more... )

tiny words