You know what's really hard? Watching someone exactly like you go through life. Well maybe not exactly. But really really similar. Listening to them one day. Listening to their amazing advice and really truly embracing what they are saying and feeling GOOD because you did...and then seeing that same person fall. And wishing so much you knew what to ( Read more... )

For those of you who want to know where my time has been going...it's something like this...

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so yeah...

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So...opening was tonight. We had seven people in the audience. But at least it went well. They were a responsive audience ( Read more... )

Alright...I'm giving in and trying to do BOTH journals for awhile. It usually fails miserably...I'll warn you right now ( Read more... )

Well...after a much enlongated conversation I found out a bunch of stuff tonight that I sort of had an idea about already but now I've heard it right from the source ( Read more... )

Well I am...damnit! Go look!

So...life is scarey. I'm sure everyone goes through scarey moments. I just feel really lost. I really want to stay in Decatur and finish up at least this part of school here. I'm sick of moving around like a rubber ball bouncing through life. After the play I'm going to start looking for a night job hardcore...and if that doesn't work out ( Read more... )

I'm done. Through. I'll figure it out. I'm smart. I'm pretty *enough.* I can be fun, funny, fun to be around. I can be all of it. But I'm NOT going to be all of it for someone I've grown to resent. I like the person I am now. The person that isn't purposefully hunting others, that's willing to look at her downfalls and actually work on ( Read more... )

Balence is fricken hard. There are so many things that are important to me. Sean, even though it's uber rough right now, is at the top of the list. But my future, and my grades, and my sanity are also up there at the top. The balencing act is becoming exhausting ( Read more... )