an update on things lately.

[theatergurl21]

i can't sleep- i have nightmares.
i can't eat- the drive to do so is lost. (and if i do, i throw it up within 30 minutes of eating it.)
i am going out of my mind.

the fact that a holiday is coming is a horrible thought.

the fact that i do things without thinking now is a horrible realization.

the fact that all of this is going on... sucks.
thats

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.Poor youse.

[bella_nocturnus]

Aww!! OMG. Ashley that IS horrible! However I can relate. I've felt like that before - for reasons that I really didn't know. It was very, very random and it sucks when you really don't why things like this happen to you, you know..?

*HUGE HUGS!!*

..I miss you ALOT. And I hope I can see you again, when I come over Christmas, because I'll be heading that way to visit my Mother and such. I'm also going to hold a party at my house too - so hopefully I'll be able to see you there. I would love that.

*Nuzzle.* .. Get better for me, ok. That's never good to go through that. If that continues, you might want to get that checked out. However, if its strictly an emotional type of mess, then you may just need some time to heal within. Take your time, don't stress yourself out too much - that's never a good thing either..

Well just letting you know, I still care and all. Love you.

Ta. xox

[Bella_Nocturnus]

Re: .Poor youse.

[theatergurl21]

i have to see you! i miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*wets pants*

okay, ill change my pants before you come. i promise!

[suarila]

chin up and let it go. Remember what we talked about! I know you have the strenth to overcome this.

[theatergurl21]

thanks.