so i am still stuck inside...
but my knee is getting some really good work, CUZ thats ALL i do!!!!

other than watching lifetime movies and making fun of them, playing the sims2 and sleeping- i do my knee exercizes.

but oh well, some people see me... and sometimes i go out... but thats about it.

BLAH!!!!!

well, yesterday went well. we go up to the hopspital at 6:30 on the nose, got all checked in and went to wait for 45 minuts in the surgery waiting room. then i went in, got changed, got an IV and saw my doctor. he explained the procedure again and i signed some releases and it was showtime. my parents came back to say good luck and then i got my " ( Read more... )

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i can't sleep- i have nightmares.
i can't eat- the drive to do so is lost. (and if i do, i throw it up within 30 minutes of eating it.)
i am going out of my mind.

the fact that a holiday is coming is a horrible thought.

the fact that i do things without thinking now is a horrible realization.

the fact that all of this is going on... sucks.
thats

i bought the ring i have been looking at for 6+ months!!!!

http://www.zales.com/product/index.jsp?productId=2119499&cp&kw=16662686&kw=16662686
:)

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I AM IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM GOING TO LET WHAT HAPPENED LAST SEMEMSTER, HAPPEN AGAIN.
and dear mother-fucking god, if i see the signs, im running for the exit. no warning, no notice- just gone.
i might have to look for my shoes.

out.

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Social Liberal
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and an...
Economic Liberal
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You are best described as a:

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so i have had my apartment for one full week now.

i love it.

:D