everything is over.

he is gone.

im pushing him out.

but thats what he wants anyway.

so now maybe he can actually be happy.

good things that go bad;
things that once made me happy,
make me sad.

things that should be, slip away;
things that once had purpose have lost all feeling,
and left me to another day.

it's all touch and go,
can you blame me for leaving?
can you blame me for bleeding?

....thank you to a friend for that.

"Running in and out my life has got me so confused
You gotta make the sacrifice
Somebody’s got to choose
We can make it if we try for the sake of you and i
Together we can make it right"
but he doesnt want to make it work ( Read more... )

i feel really bad.
im sick.
im throwing up alot.
im being manic-depressive.

i wrote sly an 11 page letter.
it said alot but so little at the same time.

i cry uncontrolably.
i cry alot.
at very small things.

it feels like... ( motion sickness )

today hes going out to lunch with her ( Read more... )

ill put the pictures up soon.

motivation... where did you go?

so i have decided to not really worry about this new situation ( Read more... )

um yea, so things are things.
bob-its are bob-its

and i have boobies.

i wish i was drunk right now.
or high.
or something other than sleepy and tired.
i need a pick me up and chain-smoking isnt helping.

whats a fuckstick?

( stolen from martin off of myspace )

If there is at least one person in your life whom you consider a close friend, and whom you would not have met without the Internet, post this sentence in your journal.

( fun with pictures )