Separate the bullshit from your dreams ( Read more... )

Falling down this deadly spiral ( Read more... )

Deep beneath the life I live ( Read more... )

I fucked up. I fucked up bad. I guess that's because of the fact that I'm a lousy fuck of a person, too fucking complicated for my own damn self to understand, let alone try to explain to the person you love. I can't figure anything out anymore. I can't think straight, I'm unable to solve any of the problems I have. Not like I use to. I use to ( Read more... )

Other than work (and family, that's never a good thing for me,) things have been going great. I'm completely head over heels for her, I hope she knows it. I hope I show it well enough that she'll never forget it when she thinks of me or sees something that reminds her of me. Everything at the moment reminds me of her. I can see the most obscure ( Read more... )

So as of now, I need to shave the sides and back of my head again so my hair doesn't get poofy. That wouldn't be cool. I need to get it redyed also but that costs money that I don't want to spend on my hair, so that's not happening for a paycheck or two. Things are going well around here. Problems have sorted themselves out for once. That never ( Read more... )

This week has been one of the most stressful for me in a long while. I won't go into most of the reasons. I don't really care to in fact. I wish she knew what she meant to me though. It's been hard to keep myself together with people trying to interfere and telling me all sorts of shit, and it's even hard to keep believing in those situations. Even ( Read more... )

So I have an airbrush, and I have my guitar...Oh, and today I got my hair dyed, black and red, like Dro, only his looks better. I've been listening to a shitload of DSA (Deadstar Assembly) lately, as well as my normal assortment of metal and other musics I usually listen to. I'm a bit pissed that I have no band for this years Battle of the Bands. ( Read more... )

Well god damn, nothing ever goes my way does it. Marilyn Manson concert...fucking sold out! Bastards. On top of it all, I have no band still, as no one seems to need a person that can play seven string guitar. Bastards. Salisbury fucking sucks, as well as the entire state of Maryland for that matter. Everyone and everything here blows, and the ( Read more... )

The Dream Theater double DVD combo is a wonderful thing to behold. I suggest anyone that likes them at all go out and buy it. On another note about them, I missed their third concert this year. Really pissed me off. They were playing with Yes, another wonderful band. I suppose there's always going to be others in two years when they put out another ( Read more... )