ok, so maybe thats not really it. maybe christos hasnt changed, maybe i have. i love him so much i just want it to be easy. i wish we could be friends like we used to be, but i know better than that. but maybe, just maybe, we'll be better friends in the long run. cuz i know were in this for the long run. i love him. hes my best friend, and nothings gonna change that, certianly not one fucked up weekend in december.
Thank Godchristos708December 31 2004, 00:55:04 UTC
I am so glad I am not the only one who noticed this. I thought you were all pissed off at me and I think that was what that "thing you're not telling me" thing was today. I miss you all the time. I don't want to really change and I am sorry if you thought you had to entertain me. I wasn't really thinking that. I just feel like there is nothing extraordinary about my life now. I don't have ...... the theatre, old friends, family, or pets here. I don't want to seem like things are gonna change between us. Call me tomorrow or maybe I'll call you. Tara, you mean more to me than anyone besides my mother. We have been through worse than this. I apologize for any hard feelings from this weekend. Also I wasn't really on the defensive I just knew there was something that needed to be said. I was kind of afraid to say anything. I love you and am so sorry
i love it that you just get me. i love that i can babble and talk around things and you just get it. youre the man, yanno? i love you and i miss you and ill see you ASAP.
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