What Will theatrejunkie00 Get ?
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1. what did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

so it occurs to me that he might read this. oh well, one less thing for me to figure out. whats a girl to do? **bats eyelashes** i dont really care if he finds out about this little crush. i just dont want anything to change (negatively) about our current relationship. i like being his friend, just as it is.

stolen from  jarethcorvin1

"everyone likes to have someone that makes them feel beautiful. everyone NEEDS it. like it or not, most of us get our strength from others. A lot of us have a bad view of ourselves. for whatever reason. a stretch mark here. a scar there. some extra weight. life makes us want to feel ugly. and none of us are.

"As you focus on ( Read more... )

ok, so i hung out with him again last night. and again, im all wishy washy. all at once i feel totally drawn in and wrapped up in him and his little world AND totally put off by him. hes very insecure and very paranoid (thats not attractive at all), but hes also self sufficient and self reliant (that is attractive). hes a poet (which is wicked ( Read more... )

and then today- nothing. whats with me? somedays i cant get them out of my head; other days, i dont even think about them. boys are so confusing. and its not even boys that are confusing, its my reaction to them. i dont really understand. one minute all i can think about is *sigh* him. the next, nothing. one minute, im totally smitten. the ( Read more... )

i wonder if hed even notice.... he seems so normal, but spends his time with dyed and pierced freaks. hed notice me if i dyed my hair black and got all gaunt and self involved, if i started listening to dark, dreary, heavily produced, complaint rock, if i turned myself into some cookie cutter goth/punk kid with an aversion to sunlight and fresh ( Read more... )

i met a boy. hes smart and funny and sweet and a little strange. i am not dating him. i could never date him. im not sleeping with him and i dont really want to. i want to be in the same room as him and i like being close to him but i dont want him. this is the first time in a long time that i have had a boy friend. he has a girlfriend who ( Read more... )

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john and i talk about it today, about how everyone seems to think that he and i are gonna get back together. i think he and i are the only ones who know what really went down and how it all felt to us. i guess thats why we seem to be doing better as friends ( Read more... )