I've probably said these words about a million times today, but I think you could stand to hear them once more ( Read more... )

I'm still alive. Yes, contrary to popular belief, I have not fallen off the face of the earth. I've just been rather holed up in my house while Viggo was away ( Read more... )

Am planning on dropping by the hospital tomorrow. Dom, or anyone else for that matter, if you get a chance to check and manage to read this, when would be the best time to come by? Give me a ring or something and let me know.

One week.

Viggo will be here in a week. Just a week, that's all.

It's the best fucking news I could possibly think of. Viggo, my Viggo, is going to be here, in Zid, with me in a week ( Read more... )

I did finally get in touch with him, and we've talked since then, but God it hurts. I miss him more than I think I've ever missed anyone before. It's so hard staying here alone, sleeping in our bed each night when he's not there. I haven't really spoken to anyone lately. I feel like such a wanker, but as pathetic as it is, all I really feel up ( Read more... )

He hasn't called ( Read more... )

Hey, it's me. I guess you're probably in your darkroom or something. I'll try back again later. *soft, dry chuckle* What's sad is that I'll probably hang up and call right back just to hear your voice, even if it is just the answering machine ( Read more... )

I know I've been terrible company lately to all those who are still in Zid. I've been spending my time moping about the house, drinking way too much and lying awake every night. I can't sleep when he's not beside me. I've tried everything. Tried warm milk, hot tea, herbal supplements, sleeping pills...nothing works. I can sleep for about two ( Read more... )

It's getting down to the wire now, and I honestly can't think of anything I've ever dreaded more than this. Viggo will be going back to LA soon, within about a week or so. I've done a fair enough job of distracting us, of trying to keep our thoughts off of what's coming so we can enjoy the last few days together before he leaves. But I can't ( Read more... )

Okay, so the hike wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it'd be. Granted, I was a little reluctant at first to the idea of camping out--it being winter and all--but I finally warmed up to the idea.

It was nice. Really nice. I enjoyed being away from everything, being able to be alone with Viggo--truly alone--and being able to just spend a few days ( Read more... )