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Last night I had another very lucid dream.

Dream

My life was exactly as it is now. I was married, living on my own, and still in college except that it was also my senior year in High School. High School was not going so well though. I had stopped attending classes for some reason. Now, in reality I have been out of High School for over 10 years ( Read more... )

  We spent the last three days away visiting friends and family. It was very nice to see everyone. I'm such a homebody though and I get homesick so quickly I was really happy to be home. It was also really hard for me to manage my addiction when I was on the road. I didn't bring any of my lists that have my reasons for quitting smoking on them. I ( Read more... )

  Yesterday I was sick with nausea, fever, and an upset stomach. So, I wasn't very busy. I worked on some Algebra, but mostly I laid around. Maybe it was because of the idle time, but I was having a lot of cravings for cigarettes. Even with as bad as I felt! Which made me think about how, when I used to be sick, I would often still smoke. Even ( Read more... )

My name is Heather Hamilton and I am an Addict.

I have been smoking for the better part of 16 years. I am 29 years old meaning I started lighting up when I was 13 years old. It's an embarrassing and sad fact. Over the years I have always known it is wrong and I have tried to quit many times. My quit time usually ranges from mere days, to weeks, ( Read more... )

I haven't had another dream that was quit as crazy as my dream the first night. Over the weekend I drank a bit of alcohol and I am wondering if that had an effect on my ability to dream. I might have to cut that back even more. Last night my dreams felt like a lot of dreams I have had in the past. I was on a mission, I was having trouble completing ( Read more... )

Last night was rather uneventful compared to the previous night. I will give a quick run down of my dreams just in case they are more interesting then I thought. Then I will add some comments.

Dream

I was driving near a bar that I used to work at. I still frequent this bar and it is my favorite hang out spot. I don't know the next time I will be ( Read more... )

  My sleep last night put me into such a unique, other world. A different state of mind. When I woke I thought, I'm not doing that again, but as my day progressed, I thought, "Why not ( Read more... )

I've started a journey on the road to becoming smoke free. I thought I might journal to help me sort out the different thoughts and feelings I am experiencing while going through this. I'll write more about that later. Right now I want to remember my dreams ( Read more... )

"Start the sweater a few inches sooner if you want a mini-dress, but by the time this book falls into your hands such aberrations, it is to be hoped, will no longer be considered becoming. Becoming: fine old-fashioned word in itself." ~ Elizabeth Zimmerman Knitting without Tears Copyright 1971 ( Read more... )