AHHH!

So i watched this movie yesterday, Little Manhattan. It was a great movie. It was about a 10 yr old's first love in the city while his parent's marriage was breaking up. At the end of the movie during one of those wonderful let's capture the moment and tell you the point moments I may have heard the most truthful statement from a movie. "Love ( Read more... )

ok...so i am officially not in school. i'm scared shitless, not going to lie. but it's all part of my clean up the big mess i've made of my life plan. i'm pretty sure i know what it is i have to do...while in ny i had quite a few wake up calls...here's hoping i'm not making matters worse...

ok so i'm really tired and wish i could just go night night...however i'm in an airport in Newark, NJ...not a happy camper. so my flight was supposed to leave b-lo at 4:50...got there a little after 3...it's delayed. i was supposed to land here at 6:20ish and my connection was to leave at 7:30. they tell me my flight was delayed to 6 and that i ( Read more... )

Hi I'm Emily and I'm an alcoholic.

so i'm back in ny...and true it's been just over 24 hours...but i'm loving it so far. I don't know why i left...ok give me a couple days and i'll be over it...but right now I'm just so happy to be able to spend time w/ timmy and markie. timmy told me earlier i should just follow him around in his career the rest of my life. the sad part...im a ( Read more... )

so i was sitting here a few minutes ago. jill's kitten thought my soda was exciting or something so i gave her the top to play with. she was entertained and loved this top to a soda bottle. it made me think. imagine if we could all be that simple and easily amused? it was the greatest thing to her. i wish a bottle top could make my day. i ( Read more... )

so i think i'm joining the air force. I'm going to go into ROTC and graduate from ASU (no not another transfer), and then be an officer for 4 years. Then we'll see where I am in life. The good part is that as long as I get one of the officer positions I want, I will pretty much have a desk job and not have to worry about anything. And I will be ( Read more... )

i have no idea what i'm doing anymore... no fucking clue. i just wish i could go back in time and undo all the fucking up i've done of my life. it's just one big mess...one great big fucking mess and i want someone to clean it up for me...that's what i need in life, someone to go behind me cleaning up, and making sure i'm not fucking up. i need ( Read more... )

So i know i don't post on here ever, maybe i'll start...idk...i just feel like writing down some of the things going on in my life ( Read more... )