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Jan 11, 2004 02:27

i can be qualified as clinically depressed in one week time if this sadness inside me continues. psychologists have been applying this assumption on this matter since 20,000 years ago [an exxagerration amount based on 24 hour party people]: if a person suffers from a number of gloomy symptoms for approximately 14 days in a row, he or she can be ( Read more... )

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Shana... sunsparks January 10 2004, 17:17:49 UTC
Shana, the term 'cheer up' is unappropriate here, because optimism doesn't help much when one has sunk to the depths of depression.

I don't quite know how I can help as I'm really quite faraway. Maybe thru livejournal and all the comments/mails and whatnot.

Girl, you'll be going to Michigan this year, no? Won't your hobbit be there? In the US?

Maybe I'm wrong about that. But do remember I'm here if you need someone else to talk to.

Michelle

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Re: Shana... thebachelorette January 10 2004, 23:21:30 UTC
i really appreciate your concern, michelle. thank you very much.

all i can say is that my gloominess occured due to me being ignored. just to share my knowledge of communication, humans need to communicate and be communicated with to feel sane. one can go completely barmy if he or she does not get the messages across or vice versa. so that is what i am feeling at the moment- complete sadness because a person whom i care so much decides to abandon me by cutting any forms of communication with me.

sorry, i am just ranting out my thoughts through this comment. i know it does not make any sense at all. thank you again, michelle. at least i feel that i have another person that do not ignore me completely.

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it does sunsparks January 11 2004, 00:30:55 UTC
*hugs*

love, you make perfect sense. in every glorious little detail. yes, i am here for you, always, and i won't ignore you, not at all, so don't worry.

hobbit boy had better start making you feel better again or he has a horrible score to settle. with shamine and all. and me, too.

see you later, gurl.

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dearcharlene January 11 2004, 06:07:33 UTC
like, fuck it sis,
i love you.
but in this case, i can't help.
truth is, you're gonna have to help yourself, mate.
you have to help yourself.
problems are meant to be solved.
and you know that, me and adrin aren't suppose to be the ones solving them.
YOU KNOW THAT.
it's you.

but hey, i'm always here to cheer you up if you want to.
it's just that most of the time you don't.
you tolerate your sadness a little bit too much sometimes.
anyway, you have to remember, i'm always here to give you a hug or two, share your tears as i always have. you know it hurts me to the bone to see you cry. i know i'm not exactly an excellent listener. but i feel for you. seriously.
i can only be a piece of fag for you at the mo, sis.
i can only make you feel better temporarily.
the problems are still there for you to solve.

to top everything off, you're my sis.
i can't help but loving you endlessly.
we've been the bestest friends for 14 fucking years.
there's been ups and downs, but we faced it together.
together. forevers and evers.

cheers, mate.

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flutterflywild January 11 2004, 07:43:11 UTC
*huggles*

dearie, you know i'd do pretty much anything to help you through this rough time. so never fear, adrin's here!

:D

if you need anything, just call. you really don't have to face this alone. like your sister said: 'you tolerate your sadness a little bit too much sometimes'.

so let's visit our park sometime soon, aye? i'm hoping it'd make you feel better <3

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chipperazzi January 12 2004, 06:32:15 UTC
*hugs*

Looking back on my icky secondary school years, I see this very awkward kid who was manic depressive and in denial about it.

I know this probably sounds reeeeal koo-koo, but I used to talk to myself as though I was talking to a therapist and it helped a little.

I know we don't know each other well and I'm always miles away, but you know what to do if you need me :)

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