i am suffering from insomnia. i have no idea whether or not my having insomnia is caused by slight depression or/ and is causing me despondency. the more i think of it, the more i lose my beautiful lover (my sleep, you twat, not my hobbit ( Read more... )

( love will tear us apart )

i can be qualified as clinically depressed in one week time if this sadness inside me continues. psychologists have been applying this assumption on this matter since 20,000 years ago [an exxagerration amount based on 24 hour party people]: if a person suffers from a number of gloomy symptoms for approximately 14 days in a row, he or she can be ( Read more... )

no matter how smart enough i am to crawl my way into the dean's list nearly every semester, i still am stupid in dealing with simple day-to-day stuff. i have no idea how to control my mushiness and soppiness and i even blew off a portion of my allowances to buy the idd card that i did not even know how to use. well, after much time staring at the ( Read more... )

i think i died this afternoon. i left my body for awhile covered in blood. but i came back. i could have not easily succumb dead to menstruation ( Read more... )

sociology class contains the pseudo-intellectual triplets and the lecturer who mispronounces her words ever so frequently and profoundly. i noticed that her eyes were so microscopically asian that i could not even make out who she was looking at. when she happened to be indicating me to answer a particular question, i kept myself silent and waited ( Read more... )

i need to stop taking everything so seriously.
i need to ridicule everything that is happening.
i want to laugh at myself.
i want to be sarcastic about my troubles and failures whatnot.
i want to be more and more random.
well, am i not already?

for those of you who bother, take a look at my brand new info. i would like to intepret that ( Read more... )

zeph made me realized that i had been an actual baby today. it amazed me thoroughly, and i do not deny it. beforehand, the situation was painted ( Read more... )

my head is obviously swirling. indulging in sex talk with shamine till five in the morning due to jet-lag can be very damaging. my sleeping mode is erratic, scattered everywhere. i just hope i can survive next week when college reopens.


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new year resolutions are monotonous! i am going to make a change by breaking them. my resolution is not to resolve again. this had been my resolution for over the years + i have been breaking them ever since by repeating the mode. never mind if this does not make sense!


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