There is never anything good going for me. Never. Every time I see something amazing coming my way, the little things have to ruin it ( Read more... )

For every good there is a bad.

Is there really no more optimism anymore, to where no matter how hard I'm trying to find faith a piece of shit has to fill my head with bullshit.

It’s time to face reality, and trust me reality is far from easy. As we all know. Do you think you can handle the truth? Or are you just convincing yourself you can? Do you honestly think when you are exposed to one hundred percent reality, that you are stable enough to take it in as it is? I doubt you can, as I thought I could and to be found I ( Read more... )

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I had a dream about him last night. Pathetic. All it had to do with was texting. He texted me and I smiled and giggled and replied. It was the happiest I've ever been.

I don't know, I need to forget.

i almost got caught having sex today.

With my brother, and his girlfriends friend.
And my ex boyfriends friend.

Coffee in the mornings, and blonde redhead. I'm not alone right now, and that feeling is good. I have a chance to make things go back to past times, I'm finally going to get it right.

He told me he loved me a lot, that's the first guy since ... Well, you know.
It makes me really happy. He makes me really happy.

Canceled out, thrown away, forgotten; alone.

I'm beyond words.

( Pity me. )

I am your humble daughter, friend, girlfriend, wife, mom, sister. I am no significance towards anyone. Everyone, aside from one person. This gives me enough motivation for the time being, it also gives me slight happiness. Right now, I am feeling much more peaceful than I normally am. Right now, everything is puzzled together and all the ( Read more... )

there's a void inside. What the fuck is it?