Week after week after FUCKING week, I've been waiting trying saving up just to see my god damn boyfriend. But after each time I try making it possible, he fucks it up. He's an amazing guy, no doubt but I dont want to begin a relationship that already has fucking red flags wave straight at me. I'm tired of being hurt and walked on by guys, this is ( Read more... )

Eugh, why is it..

"WHY DID YOU FUCKING SLEEP WITH MY EX BOYFRIEND?"

instead of,
"WHY DID YOU FUCKING SLEEP WITH MY FUCKING FRIEND?"

My boyfriend sucks. he's perfect. haha.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
i cant even stand my life right now.

but me.

I can't cannote to you how terrible I am feeling right now. Maybe it's self pity, or for the very fact that I am just a girl you go to when your heart has been broken. I am honestly sick of it. All this heartbreaking with guys and my friends and everything has teared me apart. I'm not the lucky one, they are. No matter how hard I try, I dont' get ( Read more... )

Is the cause of our death.

I know your secrets, I know how you truely feel. It hurts knowing you're hurting someone just as bad as you would be hurting me.

Except not really. I thought I'd have a boyfriend who would tell me everything. I take that thought back.

When I found closure, I felt a little comforted. But now what?