So this weekend has really sucked from a romantic perspective, because not only is Cody gone and done with (which I'd rather not talk about) but now I'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me. Even though I know Cody lost the best thing he'll ever have and any guy would be lucky to have me, the only people who have ever shown any interest in me ( Read more... )

Well everyone keeps on asking
When are you gonna give up on that guy
I look at them and I reply
When he stops looking at me with those eyes
Well it's the curve of his lips
When he smiles at me
And the way he holds me tight
It's the smell of his skin
And the taste of his lips
And the way that he treats me
But most of all I guess I'll quit
When he stops lookin ( Read more... )

So I've had nights of 13 hours of sleep, and nights of two, but so far this is shaping up to be my first night of NO sleep. Guess who is not excited for this at all.

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So I've had nights of 13 hours of sleep, and nights of two, but so far this is shaping up to be my first night of NO sleep. Guess who is not excited for this at all.

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I would just like to say that I'm posting this at 2:00 in the morning because even though the doxy is making my daily fatigue go away, my brain still will not shut off at bedtime. I've stopped taking the melatonin and tried using music, but blah. As such, my brain turns to things like this

Dear Kevin,

I've tried not to push you on this, but it's ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in my own head. I rattle the bars, or I feel like I'm drowning, or I'm lost in the woods and am unable to find a tree to climb to see where I am, and I don't know what to do when I get like this. I want to talk to someone, but no matter how great my friends are they're not in my head to understand what this is ( Read more... )

"I love you with the desperation of a five year old locked out of a candy store. Wait, that didn't sound as sexy as I thought, can I try that again?"

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"I love you with the desperation of a five year old locked out of a candy store. Wait, that didn't sound as sexy as I thought, can I try that again?"

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So I hung out with Kevin for a little before Arabic tonight. All of us got out at the same time, so I was debating asking him because I think he was driving someone else home when a classmate dropped her keys down the sewer so a bunch of us helped her out and it killed the mood.

So I decided to text him later teasing him about the fact that he ( Read more... )