you know i just don't get it.
you're supposed to live life and all but i just dont know how.
i dont know what makes me happy.

blargggggggggg
i am bipolar.

a million hours left to think of you and think of that

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

cause everyone is a fucking pro and they all got answers from trouble they've known and they all gotta say what you should and shouldn't do

oh my goddddddddddddddddd

i havent had internet or tv and i wont have it til november 10th. that sucks so bad i miss tv. i think that i think things are important right now in life that really arent and wont have any substance a year from now. i live life weird and gay.

what the fuck?

2:52pm 25/05/2008

last night i had a fracked up dream. it involved me meg garrett and everyone hating me.it was weird. i hated it. yuck.

blah. i feel blah. all week i thought i was going to a partick party tonight i even got ready. did i go? no. no i didn't. could i have? yes. yes i could have. but i am stupid and scared. i am jumbled and so obsessed with my looks lately. oh cool. i hate the dumbass way i'm living my life. college has embedded itself into a human form and its name ( Read more... )

i feel incredibly uncomfortable when i realize someone thinks or talks about me when i'm not there. like last night hilary was like so who is that guy that you are with in some of your facebook pictures. because if you hooked up with that a thousand kudos to you! i am like jealous he is so hot. and a few weeks ago karla went to main event with ( Read more... )

so people are starting to get back to normal from the hurricane. this has been the most annoying week ( Read more... )

i am antsy as shit.
mind is going too fast.