i feel like i've had a really hard day but i don't think i have. everything i think about makes me sad or frustrated. but mostly sad. i'm so not myself right now. i want to cry thinking about this year ending.
clay aiken is the weirdest looking fellow i've ever seen.

dude i'm sick AGAIN. i'm very angry with my life.

i was thinking about acl and how i want to go right now. and then i thought about how it's next september and how everything will be then. ughhhhh. why don't i want this year to enddddd s'bad
i think i am completely deranged by my romantical life. and i never am to the point of saying it outloud. YUCK! YUCK YUCK YUCK WHAT DO I DO RIGHT NOW

uh i keep forgetting to do this. things i need to do:
memorize new lines
buy juno
clean my room
wash my car
stop being gay
i don't want to go to austin. is that known...or?

can i just be in a bad mood? is that cool?

it's annoying how much i don't clean. i'm the exact opposite of someone who cleans a lot. if not cleaning was a job, i would have so much money. i'll tell you the 3 things i'm thinking about
i'm tired, i don't want to clean, i want my mofo license. i'm thinking about something else too though. it starts with a w.

i forgot to do this yesterday. oh well. live journal is gay. that's what i think right now.

the only song i've listened to today is that cover of bright eyes. i've never listened to a song this many times in a row, that's no joke. and i'm one for jokes.
i'm wanting to write a wittle sumthin sumthin everyday.

i'm very dramatic. yet i feel like if someone just watched my life without sound they would see me care free to a fault. i don't think i like either side of me right now, so i stop caring.

i'm in Kaci and jo jo's play now. i felt high in rehersal today but i didn't smoke. isn't that WEIRD?