I don't think i posted about my surgery. its pretty lame ( Read more... )

i've gone numb.

is this good or bad?

I cant move on.

doctors are fun!

1. I cry over stupid shit

2. I don't want to work wensday

3. I cry over stupid shit too much

ps. i'm sad

yes. I have a best friend and no boyfriend?

weird.

so, i'm less confused, for those who want to know

but at the same time i'm even more

he decided he doesn't care? what does that mean?

boy dictionary please!!!

much love to all, I refuse to think, so i;m gonna watch a movie and eat some popcorn

with the thoughts that are in my head, I know I will not be able to go to bed. but I know I should.

so I will attempt to sleep some to night. =(

I don't want to work tomarrow

PS
seriously I think I need theropy

I need to stop being a bitch, get over myself, and realize that no one understands the crazy shit that goes on in my eahd

im fucked up, i need theropy... or just someone to talk to, and love me

any takers?

my life as we all know it. is over

or so i thought

you have left me with even more things to ponder about

WAHOO DRINKING TONIGHT!!!