holy crap this thing still works. i did not think that in a million years that i would be so bored with internet surfing to see if my journal was still up. lets see maybe i should make some sort of entry. sure why not? first of yes i am alive. living conditions at my house are better than ever. life is still a little boring, but i do take as many ( Read more... )

one crazy night. insert drinking between each event described. here is the abridged version. got off work at 5. go to the cemetary. go to taco bell with an old friend. went to a party. got SMASHED! left there at 2. went to another party where everyone was doing the moster mash. come home. this is the abriged PG version. happy mothers day to all.

Moving on and getting over things we are attached to is one hell of a task. The easiest way to do so is with hate (I hate it because it does not fit my plan! fuck you!) or deny (it will all be ok in the end. its my fault. it does not exist. I just need to tough it out, life is fair and I will get what I want in the end because I want it, I need it ( Read more... )

feeling unwelcome sucks. thought it would screw with me but it does not. i had more fun tonight than i have had in years. nerf guns are cool

i have had a good weekend. the sloppy seconds show was amazing. its nice to cut loose and watch some fucking rock. also alot of people were there who had not seen for a while who i just assumed were dead. on saturday, the baxter gang threw me a birthday bash. they gave me a dairy free cookie cake, a card signed by everyone, and the kill bill ( Read more... )

so the big 18 is coming up on tuesday. i stronly considering getting a tattoo. im thinking about having the family Clan MacLeod crest tattooed on my upper arm. anyone have any suggestions?

i have slept. Fuck that. they would not let me give blood because i was in mexico and coasta rica.

tough question i want to ask someone but i do not think they would take it seriously or, they may be totally objection-ate it.

i must sleep on this

tonite me and beau went to the all you can eat chinese buffet in shepardsville then went to see kill bill 2 again at the new showcase cinema. i enjoyed the movie much more this time around ( Read more... )

this is the worst drought i have ever seen since the 1956 drought of the Elderot Maw.

this thing is really addicting. its like talking to yourself yet more fun. you can look back at it and say "what the fuck was i thinking" ahbhahaha.