fuck a bunch of this noise.

AGAIN.

i'm not going to be left in the dark and stomped all over again.

FUCK THIS.

i'm scared by what may happen but i'm happy by what has been brought about.

i'm distancing myself from everything except my real friends.

i need to be happy again.

he screwed up last night... but hey, it was a super stressful past 3 days. i can understand why ( Read more... )

MandaTheRedPanda: <3
DJHoeSuzie: <3 ( Read more... )

seeing him face to face ( Read more... )

apparently christopher is worried that somehow i'm going to contact his new girlfriend and inform her that he/we has/have herpes.

and i have yet to hear back from chris.

*sigh*

my mom wants me to contact the doctor and get put on something for depression. so i'm going to try and call them tomorrow if they're open and make an appointment.

weeeeeee!

fuck, i'm gonna be shit out of luck when it comes to work tomorrow.

i was watching 'adaptation' with ian and he pointed out the most poignant quote that struck me to the quick ( Read more... )

last night we all went out to dinner (jesse, ian, andy and i) and i got VERY pleasantly tipsy ( Read more... )