it's like there's something dead inside me ( Read more... )

i'm here by myself, big surprise... drinking a beer. i'm feeling slightly numb. christopher is going to wemf. using my ticket his friends bought for me... he keeps telling me, 'you can come with me' and i have to keep reminding him that i cannot get off work ( Read more... )

i've decided it would be best if maybe i didn't talk to christopher for some time. i think even twenty-four hours is a good start ( Read more... )

so now i'm being accused of going to wemf. that the only reason i'm bringing a friend to get my shit out of his fucking house is so i can go to wemf ( Read more... )

i'm alone at the circ. desk. there's no one around ( Read more... )

but i guess going through an entire day being accused of everything from trying to break up with him on our ten month anniversary to having him banned from a website and now this ( Read more... )

i don't know if i can do this distance thing anymore. i don't even know what i'm DOING anymore ( Read more... )

Susan B. Anthony says ( Read more... )

..or was it a nightmare ( Read more... )

someone is finally doing something about blaine ( Read more... )