with a smile, i said its all about you

heart of ah aaaaaaaaah!!!!!1

carolina says hi

im bored, cant sleep, insomonia has gotten to the max. i must buy sleeping pills.

bettah recoh-nize!

well today was dull my ex called to hang and i knew she is up to something i shouldnt get invloved and i think im startin 2 like someone else which im pretty sure doesnt like me back, but hey we can dream right? well today i was soppose to go out with fridge but she sold me out for "coral gables" pfft arggh! but i ended up going to a freinds house ( Read more... )

i slept alot today, thank fully i didnt work today well not much actually. well i wished i could chill w/ someone right now im bored as hell nothing to do just waiting for conan. damn fridge hurry up and call me :(. 

its coming back to me. what if it doesnt turn out the way i wish it to be? only time will tell, im afraid to kno the truth, i should just remain solo and not speak my heart and just speak my thoughts which leads to cowardness. if only i wasnt feeling like this alone. im so tired but nowhere nearly sleepy.

story

'FRIDGE'
this sudden torment
wakes me up in the night.
i stand with my hands open and
head down the stair way
to the kitchen which will lead me
to no better than mankinds best invention.
i must not say the name
for i might wake the spirit among it,
though i love indearly.
as i appraoch i extend my right hand to open.
the yellow light blinds me ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i ever logged onto to this page and i just gotta say
it sucks ass. its so depresing aahhhh since im kinda sad ima write something about it
cuuhhh here it goes

cheese n crakers! :)

8!!! days

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