How can you love some one so much to the point where it makes you cry just thinking about loosing them? Sitting across from him just watching him work makes me want hold him and never let go. I want to forgive him for all the things he didn't say and all the things he should have done and just make everything perfect again. Maybe he doesn't want ( Read more... )

You asked me not to talk to you until Saturday, you said we needed space. It's the hardest thing I've had to do in a while, because you're my everything. I had so many things I wanted to tell you today. Like how Jessie locked herself out of her room and I had to take the door off it's frame just to get into it so that she could get her homework, ( Read more... )

It hurts so god damn badly. I can't trust him any more, and as the tears fall down my face I have no control over it. I hurt more then I could ever describe. I feel lost, and hurt and alone. All I want is someone to love me right now. I can't stop crying and I can't sleep and there is nothing to comfort me. All I can do is cry. Cry alone with no ( Read more... )

I need help so bad. I'm about to kill myself. I can't handle anything anymore and no one will help me. I need help. Everything upsets me and I'm losing everything. I need help. My mom knows and won't help me. I'm ruining everything I have left and I need help. I want to die.

Funny I'm in his room again, and he's spending more time with the sluts that came to the door. Even funnier is if he looked over my way he could read every word I'm typing.

I never thought it was possible to feel this alone. Who knew that I could be so unhappy with my life, all because I'm 3,000 miles away. I want to be home and close to him but at the same time I'm running from the reality that my life has slowly changed. My friends are no longer my friends, my family people I barely know and the only person I could ( Read more... )

I finally decided to try something different with Cory. He spent the weekend with me before he went to orientation at MSU and we talked about the fact that he would be at orientation Monday thru Wednesday and I fly out Thursday morning for about a week, then right when I get home Cory leaves for his family reunion for a few days. I realized that we ( Read more... )

Have you ever been in a relationship so wonderful it makes your days so much better and you just can't wait until you see them again? What happens when that honeymoon phase of your relationship is over? What do you do then ( Read more... )

Okay so on the Myspace bulletin lately there's been a post called "I'm single because...." Now I don't have the courage to say all this on there but I know you're the people who are chill so here goes.
I'm single because ( Read more... )

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