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Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter...and Spring: (Spoiler Warning)
I watched this movie by myself. It was a good thing that I watched it by myself, because then I wasn't embarrassed as I went through so many emotions. It made me cry several times and deeply moved me. Even though there are some spoilers I'm going to write about, the movie is still worth the journey after you read this ( Read more... ) -
Lifting Myself out of the Gutter
Today I woke up around 6 pm and hated myself, because I needed to make some phone calls during the business day. I woke up with a headache. I sat at my desk for a bit and said a quick hello to a friend and then looked in my pantry and fridge with a blank stare, because I couldn't think of anything I wanted to eat. I thought, I want to have a ( Read more... ) -
Aggravation: I Want to be a Hero!
I just finished watching the 22nd episode (Land Slide) of Season 1 of Heroes on NBC. It is so frustrating, because I watch as people fail to make the right decision and as some people make the right decision and die. It is destiny, I suppose. It is amazing how much people change when they are fearful; including myself. It's an awesome series, I ( Read more... ) -
Denouement
This is the Word of the Day from www.dictionary.com. I know, I'm such a nerd. I love to learn new words and use them. Here's the meaning ( Read more... ) -
Tired Happiness
I am happy, because I have worked my butt off lately. I've gotten very little sleep the past few days. Maybe a total of 5-7 hours. One of the rewards is this great feeling inside and the other rewards may soon come. I have many things I want to talk about...my family and my friends. I wish I could be there for them as they go through their ( Read more... ) -
Self-reflection in a Shallow Pool of Depression
Yesterday I was depressed, because I had spent so much time talking with friends online and over the phone. The people I spoke to are important to me and I want to build friendships, but I didn't get my most important goal done for the day. That goal was to finish updating my resume. I kicked myself in the butt for not doing this and that and ( Read more... ) -
Small Changes
Today has been productive. I really like organization. I like to analyze information (I have fun using Excel). Surprisingly, my house is really unorganized and cluttered. I am sick of living in a cluttered house, so I decided to do something about it. From now on, I will pick up a few things around the house every day. If I choose to focus on ( Read more... ) -
My Frustration from Criticism and the Credulous Population
I had an interesting reaction to criticism by one of my close friends and coworkers. She told me and I was outraged inside, but didn't show it. I just avoided her after that for a time under the pretense of work. What I think is completely different than what my coworkers think. She said that I don't pay attention and that is really annoying. ( Read more... ) -
Moon Wisdom Astrology Workshop
I thought about what I should say to my micro-manager. I should say, “I appreciate that you tell me what I can do better, but I really need to hear what I’m doing right too. You understand that you criticize in private, but I don’t see you praise in public. It would help my morale, if I knew I was doing a good job, and not just hearing that I ( Read more... ) -
Beltane Celebration
My sister had a Beltane Celebration yesterday. I worked at 10:00 pm, but my boyfriend and I managed to spend a few hours there. I got to meet some of her friends and see some familiar faces. The night started with a bonfire, and then a ritual around the bonfire named, "Calling the Corners" where we formed a circle and raised energy to send it ( Read more... )