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Dream Night of February 16th, 2006
I had a dream that I was in a car with a friend driving through a parking lot, when a black women starting throwing bricks at other cars and threw a brick through my window. I stopped and got out of the car. There were several strangers standing nearby. She then claimed that a white man in a small building that was a kitchen in the parking was ( Read more... ) -
Dream Night of February 15th
I had a dream that I was at a blonde's house. She was a lesbian, but dangerous and obsessive, so I was afraid of her. I was hiding in her closet for a while and looked down to see a picture of two lesbians. I couldn't remember how I got there. Then I hid behind the couch near the garage door when she was coming in. I held my index finger to my ( Read more... ) -
Seven Habits and Four Agreements
I've been reading the Seven Habits of Highly Effective People by Steven Covey. I've learned a few things from the book. The thing that hit me like a block was I need to schedule my priorities, not prioritize my schedule. I get frustrated when I try to prioritize my long to-do list. I say, "I'll do this first, this second." Instead I need to ( Read more... ) -
Never Be a Sheep
I think that the Mormon Church is just teaching people to be sheep. I was inspired by Magic, by "Watashedo", which is "Japlish" for "my way." Magick is about taking power of our lives. I have direction and will power to choose my destiny and change reality. The Mormon church wasn't working for me. I didn't want to be a sheep anymore. I want ( Read more... ) -
Dream Night of December 9th, 2005
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Just a Quickie
I am really stressed out, because I keep looking at my bank balance and thinking that I'm not going to have enough money to pay for everything next month. I could find a second job, but I really need the time to work on my homework and my Senior Project that is required to graduate. Why should I stress out over this? There's no reason too. ( Read more... ) -
Crashing a Party
I "crashed" a party. Last night was my company Halloween Party. I saw decorations and tons of cars outside on the same street. I didn't see the house number. I knocked on the door in my sexy Dorothy costume along with my Enterprise coworker. They welcomed me and I sat down to play a game that shocked you (literally) if you didn't act quick. ( Read more... ) -
Dream Night of Sept.17th, 2005
I bought some crackers similar to wheat thins, but they claimed to make giving oral sex yummier and better, because you would place the cracker in the labia. It had a picture of two girls going down on each other on the front. I just liked the taste of the crackers, but had to cover up the picture because I was embarrassed. I wondered what if ( Read more... ) -
Passion and Breath
I want to breathe again. I want to feel passion again. My boyfriend loves me for the times when I have passion. I love myself when I have passion. I don’t know why I’ve become numb. I’ve tried to become disassociated with the world, because I was so disappointed with it; including my friends, myself, the Mormon Church, and my family. I’m not ( Read more... )