but i think i've come to the conclusion none of my friends actually give a shit about me..which is a bit frustrating..oh well though.

it sucks to have a thought of something that happened six months ago, and realize that it can still depress me just a little. It makes me feel like my happiness has all been a lie..it hasn't..but it gives me doubts. And even worse it gives me doubts about whether i should be in a relationship if my last one can still bother me if i think about it. ( Read more... )

so i came to the conclusion it would be in my best interests to cease drinking and smoking until my fight. After all I'm trying to lose 15 lbs and of course..get in the best shape possible..at least i went out with a bang. so to drunken stoopers and high adventures of sitting on the couch i say "goodbye"... I better fucking win! i think i might ( Read more... )

Things are fucking great..that is all

So yeah..i think i got a mild concussion the other day. We were doing grappling and my partner accidentally kneed me in the face. And after that we were all partnered up and me and my partner ran into these other guys...with the back of my head. For the rest of the night my vision was a little blurred and i had a pretty wicked headache...hmm. Let' ( Read more... )

or not we'll see how this goes ( Read more... )

So i've concluded I am now completely in love with fighting. It's pretty much all i think about anymore. I took today off of training, and all i wanted to do was go to the gym and do more training. I think i'm obsessed ( Read more... )

Was so fucking fun! I've never been so exhausted in my entire life but i had a blast! Yaaaaaay!

disneyworld really is the happiest place on earth. YAY TRIPS TO DISNEYWORLD

7 shotguns some more beers and maybe some shots..so far.. and i start training for ultimate fighting this coming week with ken boy yay!