i never thought i'd stop writing in a livejournal. then again i never thought a lot of things would happen.

i'm seriously so broke. i've probably spent over 400 dollars this year on christmas presents, and i haven't even finished yet. i just really really want the holidays to be over with. i'm going to be 19 soon, and i can't believe i'm still doing nothing with my life. whatever though. i'm pretty happy besides that and my whole money situation. someone ( Read more... )

today at the doctors i found out that i have a tilted uterus. awesome!

i'm very proud of myself for being employee of the month at my work. i mean, i've busted my bootie off for the last year and i think i well deserve it. it feels good being recognized for all the hard work you've done. for once i actually feel appreciated, and maybe now i won't want to blow my head off at work ( Read more... )

i hate everyone except my boyfriend. peace

the biggest thing i regret in life so far is buying a stupid car. i now have to pay over 600 dollars every month for it, because my insurance is fucking gay and got raised by like 70 dollars, and i couldn't even afford to pay it how it was before. it's impossible for me to pay for it and my car payment every month with the job that i have. i don't ( Read more... )

oh god i've never been so tired and sore in my life. i hate working so much, all i want to do is sleep for a year ughhh

it makes me sick that i truely hate myself.

i don't like updating my journal anymore. i don't even like the internet anymore. i don't use aim anymore. everything has gotten so old and i feel like i've just grown away from everything.

i'm in luvvvv again and it is wonderful.