Twenty has been a good year so far. My birthday was spent with an old friend, and three new ones. I've made some huge changes for myself, and they couldn't have made me any happier. I'm telling myself right now that I'm going to give myself a while before getting re-involved with boys again, but who knows what's going to happen? I just need to ( Read more... )

I will be 20 years old in less than three months. I go on Neopets religiously. Judge away.

Current conundrum: How do you go about reminding someone that you care about them if you're not even sure that they care about you?

Will it make anything better?
Does it even matter?

it doesn't matter how badly you're trying to ruin my life. i've just got to remember. if paris hilton can do it. i can do it too.

I've been working on tearing down walls. But certain people keep convincing me to continue laying bricks. It's so hard for me to be comfortable with people, and I can never tell if trying is worth it until it's too late. I wish everything in my romantic life would begin to make sense, but it won't. I mean, what would my life be if it weren't ( Read more... )

cant wait for summer. ive been feelin pretty upside down.

If there's anything I absolutely hate, it's not KNOWING something. I hate being unable to wrap my head around something. This goes for anything, too, like I hate not KNOWING about space, or what the fuck is in the depths of the Atlantic Ocean, or what people are thinking about when they're with me. It's so annoying, it's the worst feeling to me, ( Read more... )

So, I've been sleeping in my contacts for the past four days, and keep waking up with so much gunk in my eyes I have to rub it out before I can even open them. I looked in the mirror, and my eyes were so fucking red, I didn't even think they could get that way. I think I'm going to wear glasses for the rest of the month. Yeah, three days, fuck you ( Read more... )

 This feels so perfect. 

Isn't this the best part of breaking up: finding someone else you can't get enough of?