okay so i spent the past few hours getting my courage up to actually ask someone out for dinner.. and it turns out that it's too late to call now -_- so now i have to put it off until tomorrow eve'.. and i think i might have already lost the courage -_- fuckit. this used to be so much easier...
mm i just visited my nanna tonight! i should do that more often.. i get my insomnia from her (i get so many generic traits from her) and i love her to bits! too bad she lives so far away..
yeah man.totally won a hair award tonight.. simple geometric hair ftw! that and drunk. and dancing. and passing around the victory trophy. and sipping from it.. and no bra, shirt or pants monday... and dresses? and singing aerosmith on the roof.. fuck im drunk and my stomach hurts. god damn. work in the morning.
still fucking schizophrenic. fuck you head. on the plus side i didn't have to interact with anyone/anything today so i was devoid of any form of emotional contact. little mercies.