i make my life so much harder for myself then it needs to be. i'm suffocating myself. which i suppose is helpful because at the end of the day the only person causing me pain is myslef. another reason to hate myself right there ( Read more... )

I'm sitting on my bed typing on my labtop in my dorm room. My feet are really cold. I normally have cold feet (and hands for that matter) as a consequence of something, my guess is bad circulation. Anyhow, i'm wearing wool socks but my desk is right by the window with huge windows that are amazing to look out but also amazingly bad at insulation. ( Read more... )

i'm not sure if i can do this one...

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Stop working my street corner.

Get your resolution here

when someone says five-hour miniseries.... i say hell-fucking-yea.

lots of stuff has happened and i'm sure i will eventually talk about it. probably during this fucking jan plan where i leave home just two weeks after having gotten there to take "20th century Italian women writers ( Read more... )

At some point I blinked and when I opened my eyes again I was an adult. How did it happen?

How does anything happen I wonder?

i'm at a loss for words.

was really excited b/c for the first time in three days i felt hungry and not nausous. So i ate. and was nausous. So first attempt to eat in the last three days = unsuccessful.

i'm in such a bad mood. I'm trying not to take it out on my roommates but it's really hard. Everything is pissing me off. I woke up at 630 this morning for a softball workout. coooool. b/c it's really necessary for a division three team to start working out in november for a feb-april season. see? see how i'm a big loser today ( Read more... )

A- on my calc exam bitchhheess!!!!!!