wow its been a few years sence ive done this. but lets update.......

Natalies getting married in a month,
Shauns in hell no wait he actually lives about 2 blocks from my parents and was friends with my husband for a while,
yes that means im married and have a little girl of my own as well,
Christopher fell off the face of this planet and i miss him ( Read more... )

spunoutandgo: call this number and ask for me ( Read more... )

im so board right now im waiting for my mom to get back with the car so i can take kujo to the park because valintines was a bust who cares. not me shauns still sleeping what bull shit "oh i cant go tomorrow i have a guy coming to help fix the car" bla bla bla bull shit man thats exsactly why im not gonna bother with that shit anymore its crap hes ( Read more... )

ahhh i got a head ache thats crap oh well i stayed the night at helens last night it sucked jk helen i love you. we are going to the super bowl party this after noon with christain we invited natalie and conor but conor is sick. so if i can get a job im moving in with helen which will be toatly cool!!!!:) man i love yelling at people i dont know ( Read more... )

its 7 o'clock in the morrning and i cant sleep all i can think about is shaun and how i wish i was dead so i couldnt feel all the pain that i have rightnow i wish i could just sleep for the rest of my life and never have to deal with anything ever again. even though i know this would never be possible its nice to think that it is. i am deturmaned ( Read more... )

i miss shaun so much. why dont he ever want to talk to me. why can he talk to natalie? and not me? why did he need a break and why didnt he tell me this? i wanna be the one he can talk to? i want him to love me? because i love him so much more then anything ever. i just wanna cry and crawl in a hole right now. im trying not to crycuz im at natalies ( Read more... )

i got a myspace now so i update there but i will still here to probly not as much though unless i want to put up a lot of pics which is pretty often ( Read more... )

Im soooo happy i got my membership to Vksports today for my Co.its officaly ShanelsBoards.com thats the name of it the site comes when i have the money for the first ship ment so i can set everything if u have any tips pleace dont leave me hanging i need all the help i can get im so excited now mabe ill learn to skate lol how sad ive always wanted ( Read more... )

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Alright guys thats it when my mom gets home im telling her.....