"I'm but a stain to such holy fabrics"

I make myself sick sometimes...

Im surprised this moment.. Devastated and sad.. Im also somewhat angry.. Angry how my inner desires are nothing more than hollow wanting. Ive drained myself because not even with the best of my intent nor on a most perfect day could I have gained specific emotional reciprocation so vastly desired by all living beings. And woe, my love has died for ( Read more... )

So I cant really describe how everything feels on the inside.. but Ill try my best to explain. The simplest way to put my feelings into words would be to say that everything in my life seems wrong.. what have I become? Ive lost most touch with some of my closest friends.. everything is just spinning too quickly for me! Im shaking out of my skin ( Read more... )

I just want someone I can violate...

One trite dirge is all I am yet to purge from an emptiness within.. And with my insides now turned out, I peal what is left of my heart from behind a ribbed spout.. For the love that once steeped my soul as I soared through the universe has been forgotten with ornery consumption.. Mind and body enhancements no further please what I have become in ( Read more... )

.. an ocean is an ocean as far as the eye can see, it's once you jump in that you know its depth truely ( Read more... )

LaMorta, yeah the sweet band that I play bass for, has finally got something to quench your musocal thirst! We played a show at the machine shop - which I think went over quite well - and they recorder us and gave us a CD of our set, they ARE live and all but they are actually pretty good for that matter :) Soo give them a listen ( Read more... )

"Oh, the world owes me a livin'"

We are all imprisoned by our own lives ( Read more... )