what to talk about.. so much has happend ( Read more... )

Although it's obvious, i guess it just sunk in. I've wanted to leave rochester since i was in the 9th grade. There are numerous reasons, but the main ones involve self-respect and leaving behind everything that has caused me depression in one form or another ( Read more... )

i've had a lot of time to think these past couple days. me and b broke up for the obvious reasons. my best friend is gone.. we're going to be 11 hours away from each other. my last few days weren't exactly perfect with any of them either, but i think we're okay. and don't get me wrong there will be things i will never forget from my last summer ( Read more... )

alright. so a lot a lot has happend past couple weeks days whatever it's been who's keeping track of time anyways ( Read more... )

he won't see me still, although he told me he would. i know the longer time goes on the easier it's going to be for him to not see me. it's um... making me upset. which is crazy.. because i was or i am over him. i just miss him ( Read more... )

my uncle joe died on the 8th. i have seen a lot of my family that lives in california. it's sad that only something like this would bring my family together. and what also makes me mad is i have relatives i barely know. i know that it's commen not to know everyone in your family tree. but for me it's a big deal. i have a close family, and i don't ( Read more... )

uhm ( Read more... )

i would have to say yesterday was fabulous ( Read more... )

Although i really secretly hope you come. Although i tell you that i don't need you i do. Although i say i'm doing fine without you, it's because i keep myself constantly busy. when i'm alone i fall apart. you're all i think about. i've tried almost everything to get over you. things i didn't even plan have happend, and nope. nothing ( Read more... )

i decided that... getting involved with someone is pointless. therfor, i must learn to just be everyones best friend. Although that doesn't sound so bad, it still sounds extremly lonely to me. This summer couldn't have started off much worse. But on the bright side, i'm leaving this fucking place in 2 monthes. oh, and the grad partys are awsome ( Read more... )