i need a ciggarette,
& i need to fucking get a grip.

you're overreacting. it's not the end of the world. you're going to move on and forget about everything and everyone in 2 monthes. it will go by faster than you think. and you have your old friends that you forgot about for him to help you through the hard times.

i'm such a fucking bad person.

i miss you. i don't want to give you space anymore because i know you're taking advantage of it. you know i'm having a horrible time with it, and you don't care. and then you continue to find differant hurtful things to point out. it's not fair. i don't know if this is for the best and i should just let you go, or if i should keep trying. but i ( Read more... )

so as of right now.. i'm a wreck ( Read more... )

i forgot about this thing ( Read more... )

a lot has happend since my last lj entry ( Read more... )

uhmm, it's amazing how fast things change. i'm going to mention everything that has bothered me lately. or idk. i don't even know. everything. i'm dilusional ( Read more... )

i have a lot of problems.

it's painful how easy you forget about me ( Read more... )

i would do ANYTHING for you,
and you know it.

i'm angry ( Read more... )