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thecariefariee

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May 30, 2004 20:31

I had a perfectly wonderful time on Saturday; I can't remember the last time I was that happy in the presence of someone. And I needed to be happy. Tomorrow would have been Alistair and mine's 3 year anniversary. It's scary to see someone you loved fade away into memories, and even scarier to watch yourself begin to move on.

( rant rant rant! )

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Funny... briangoff May 30 2004, 18:47:58 UTC

...my last girlfriend and I used to argue about nothing, too. Big, swelling, circular arguments that began anywhere and went nowhere.

Also I think our one-year anniversary would have been the beginning of April but it never crossed my mind...just as she crosses my mind less and less with each passing day. Just be patient, and the same erosion of attachment will happen in you too.

ericka_silva May 30 2004, 19:54:43 UTC

fuck i can't read spanish! LOL

thecariefariee May 30 2004, 20:41:29 UTC

No worries! We'll chat later :)

bluefishie May 30 2004, 20:32:58 UTC

my spanish is more or less shit but I know that derecho means "right" like the direction.

thecariefariee May 30 2004, 20:41:07 UTC

hmm... now that I re-read it I should have used correcto... just like I used pensamiento, which is "thought" bc I dont know the Spanish word for "idea"...

bluefishie May 30 2004, 21:03:16 UTC

it's actually "idea". but not pronounced the same way, you understand.

thecariefariee May 30 2004, 21:31:24 UTC

ya I know.. but I don't like that.. you'd THINK that there would be a word... it's like saying "LE HOT DOG" in French because Chien Chaud doesn't sound right... you know?

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lp_coco07 May 31 2004, 13:47:04 UTC

My ex always started arguments with me about how Québec should separate from Canada (he was a strong separatist) and I always asked him to stop, since I KNEW what he would say anyways. His tenacity in trying to change (change, not influence... notice the difference) led to some more problems, which caused our breakup. Oh well. Now you made me think of him again, damn you! :P

I like your attitude, Caro. If you were to read all the posts you've made regarding Alistair since your breakup, you could see how stronger you are now. It's really cool to finally read "the Old Alistair whom I ****wanted back**** "... this is pretty much the first time that you don't say "whom I want back". I'm proud of you :)

lp_coco07 May 31 2004, 13:48:09 UTC

*trying to change my opinion led to......

thecariefariee May 31 2004, 14:07:44 UTC

Thanks Louis. It get's clearer every day that MY Alistair is MIA, and each day he's gone it gets easier to forget him, as sad as that is....