it seem like my life has been somewhat of a lie. maybe not everything...

but most of it.

i cant figure it out. i thought everything was okay. i mean, this has happened before but it never really was final. now its final. you think you know everything about your family until it all crashes to the ground.

nothing hurts worse than a torn

nope nothin really. wow the t.v is really loud. im bored. god i hate lj.

friday i got another tattoo...its purrrrrtttyyyy. hah.

it's beautizzle...

depressed again.

oh my godddd. so i walk in my house today and i see that the back door is wide open...then i turn to my right and i see my cat laying on the ground licking his bloody lips...and then i see a huge dead grey rat right next to him! so i just stand there and scream for about a minute. so here i am about to vomit, when all of a sudden the stupid cat ( Read more... )

so its been a quatrillion years since i've last updated. who cares right ( Read more... )

i love my job...
and my new house!

crazy crazy crazieness ( Read more... )

You stand by me
I stand by you
If there is a fight I'm the one to come to
Good and bad, times we've been through
You got my back and I got yours too
All of my life you are in my crew
I'd do anything for you
Beat someone black and blue
Black and blue I'd do anything for you